On the cusp of rounding out my first 50 years, I couldn’t shake this feeling that I had for the whole year - that I was being prepared for something: For the next 50 years.

I had an urgency in all of 2019 to button things up personally and with my career to start doing something more profound instead of just doing the easy things that were basically not challenging me. It was unshakeable. And caused me to dive into the Vedic sciences deeper including Ayurveda and Jyotisha. 

Today, on this next Eve, I see it differently. It was more of a premonition of what was coming, the cultural and collective shift ushered in by the pandemic and the astrology of Saturn transiting Capricorn. I remember telling my friend in December of 2019, things were changing and don’t take that trip. Don’t get caught outside of the country (she didn’t).

Then March 2020 happened. 

Last night, along with 20 others, we prepared for this next transit happening right after this lunar journey from new moon Mula to full moon Punarvasu. Saturn moves and stays in Aquarius for the next years and this is where inner and outer healing takes hold. 

For true healing, we have to get to the roots of the matter. Now is a time to see what is left after this three year period we all survived. 

What did you learn?

What beliefs are still sticky, outdated and need to go?

What is yours to do as we move forward?

Why are you playing small (or where)?

We carry so much baggage (karma) from our conditioning and our ancestry. Some created consciously and some unconsciously. Both are yours to be responsible for and to clear. 

I have that sense of urgency again, on this Eve of my birthday. The eve of the eve. 

Take these darkest days as a gift to seek what is lying deep within.

Welcome it. 

Love it. 

And surrender it. 

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